| My re-vamped dolls and site |
[Mar. 24th, 2008|09:35 pm] |
Hello,
I've been getting messages that my dolls didn't look professional enough. So I took their advice and started to give my dolls new face ups.
Here is the link to my site and newly revamped dolls:
http://mayuscustomdolls.tripod.com/index.htm
And no, I don't want to hear "Stop making art all together and kill yourself". Every message telling me that I should "fuck myself" or "go put a bullet in your skull", I will hide and ignore. GOT THAT? |
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| For the last time: NO MINORS ALLOWED IN MAYU'S WORLD! |
[Dec. 9th, 2007|09:58 pm] |
Things have been going okay for me, except for one thing. I've been getting E-mails from kids under the age of 18 wanting to submit their hentai art onto my site.
Here are some examples:
"Hello, I am ..... Can I put my art on your site. I'm only 13, but I draw good hentai."
Here's one of my replies to all those minors who think it's "cool" to break the rules:
"No, no, no, NO! I don't allow anyone under the age of 18 to submit their hentai art onto my site. It's the law. Besides, where are your parents? I bet if they found out about this, they are going to feel ashamed."
I'm not held responsible for their actions, but really, where the HELL are their parents? Those kids are going to be in big trouble one of these days. What are some of the parents thinking that "Okay, it's a cartoon, mabye it's for kids"? Read the label on the hentai DVDs! It clearly says "Absolutely NOT for children". What are these parents smoking?
To intelligent parents out there: Get some net nanny device or fix your settings to where you block anything that is for adults only. I don't want to deal with anymore teenagers who think it's cool to break the law onto my site. You'll be doing me and your kids a big favor. |
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| I draw whavever I feel like drawing, GET OVER IT! |
[Nov. 7th, 2007|07:41 am] |
I'm going to keep drawing whatever I feel like. If you don't like hentai, TOUGH SHIT! I love hentai and I love drawing those kind of things. Get over it.
And yes, I'm working on my art style some more. Hell, Hentai Foundry welcomed me back again. But I do NOT want to be another Leonardo DaVinci or Michaelangelo. Personally, I think alot of Renaissance art is fucking ugly looking with overly muscular she-males with huge noses. That's not my type of art, so quit telling me to focus more on the Renaissance style of drawing.
And no, I'm not going to commit suicide anytime soon either, so STOP crossing your fingers dammit. And BTW, I am NOT mentally retarded. I have learning disabillites, bipolar and schitzophrenia, but you know what, I'M TAKING MEDICATION FOR ALL THIS. I'm not suicidal anymore.
And for hentai lovers, if you don't want to see my "crappy" artwork, then go draw some more hentai based off "The Dark Crystal" and obscure video game and anime characters. You know, I feel very lonely making and writting Dark Crystal hentai, as well as Xianghua hentai, Valkyrie Profile hentai, and so on. So shut up and draw these things youselves if you don't like my artwork.
Whew. I feel alot better now. |
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| I HAD IT WITH DEVIANTART! |
[Aug. 1st, 2007|12:17 pm] |
I have people flamming and trolling me right and left on Deviantart. Here's one named TanaBanana69 (Email: monkeyfantasy7@hotmail.com):
"Dude, your drawings are shit. You can't do anything right. Why don't you do us all a favor and end your life by putting a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger."
Here's another one called EvilBlueImp:
"AngelMeiru has awful drawings. Oh and her taste in characters suck. Xianghua and Rikku? Those are the two biggest ghetto crackwhores in the video game world and don't deserve any fandom. She's female, but her drawings of women don't even look remotely human."
I reported them to the help desk, but here was my reply:
"Sorry, this doesn't count as harassment. Have you heard of something called Freedom of Speech? Let people say and do what they want on DA. Deal with it!"
Excuse me? Flamming and trolling and writting threatening notes is NOT free speech. It's like blackmail and harrassment. And DA are hypocrites. They talk about freedom of speech, but they delete my lemon fanfics and my more risque artwork. That is fucking hypocritical.
Please reply to this if you think what DA is doing is wrong. |
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| Hentai Foundry run by art snobs? |
[Apr. 30th, 2007|10:11 pm] |
I've been trying to upload more of my artwork on HenatiFoundry.com, but I keep getting this response:
"I'm sorry, but you do submit about 3 pictures a day and it really doesn't seem like you are putting any effort into them. I don't want to sound insulting.. but maybe try working on your line art, anatomy and coloring a bit. Just make it look.. cleaner.And yes there are some people submitting some.. not so pleasant looking material. Most have been taken off of auto approve. Maybe try.. to just work on one picture a week ya know.. rather than dishing out 3 a day."
I'm pissed. I put effort into my artwork and I keep trying to improve myself everyday. Does all artwork have to be Da Vinci or Michaelangelo quality these days? Besides, hyper realistic styles are so overrated. Picasso, Chagall and Dali's artwork was far from realistic, but they were popular and well loved by many. And what about the traditional Japanese and East Asian artists? In alot of their artwork, it looks rather unreal and gritty, yet, they work hard on it and people seem to like it.
Anyone else rejected by Hentai Foundry besides me? If so, let me hear what you have to say.
Oh, and I'd like to know of any sites that let you submit hentai art for free, since I can't do it here. A lot of help would be appreciated.
And off topic, I am excepting guest art on my website. But you must be 18 or older to put it on my site. Here is the site (NO CHILDREN!): http://www.vanjaweb.com/~mayusworld/ |
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| For those who are 18 years of age or older.... |
[Apr. 16th, 2007|08:13 pm] |
Hi friends. I just got done putting together my website. WARNING: Website is for mature audiences only. It contains guro(gore), BBW sex, Inflationism and other strange fetishes of mine (only much harder).
Here's the link: http://www.vanjaweb.com/~mayusworld/
PRETTY PLEASE tell me what you think of my website (for those who have webpages, please link to my website if you want, but you have to be an adult to do so.) |
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| So busy with so much |
[Apr. 5th, 2007|04:33 pm] |
Well, I've been feeling kind of stressed recently. I just can't seem to focus on much. These bad hedaches are driving me mad. I just don't know what to do.
Other than feeling stressed, here is my fanfic status (NOTE: Most of my works are for mature audiences only. You must be 18 or older to read them):
The Dark Crystal:Ajari Chronicals- Birth - Complete and posted! You can read it here (WARNINGS: pregnancy content, hard sex, moderate violence.)http://movies.adultfanfiction.net/story.php?no=600090501
Valkyrie Profile: The Wind of Change - On hiatus. Just haven't been in a gaming fanfic mood recently. I know I'll get it done sometime, but I'm working on so much right now.
Rudra no Hihou: Worlds of Pain - I almost got the final chapter done! Once I finish the chapter, I'll post it online. But I must warn you, it's violent and gross.
Tales from Near and Far - On hiatus. Got story number four done, but I need to do more fairy tale researching sometime soon. But I've just been in a major Dark Crystal mood.
COMING SOON! The Dark Crystal: Ajari Chronicals - Origins
This upcoming fanfic will tell us about when the UrSkeks split up. It also tells us of a half-Gelfling, half-Deity named Thalna, who is one of my major characters of the story.
I hope you all look forward to my works. |
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| Me and my writing |
[Sep. 24th, 2006|07:29 pm] |
Wow, I never knew how many people love my works. I could be as sick and disgusting to the point where I put Marquis de Sade to shame, and people still love it. I didn't know I was going to get that many fans of my stories.
Well, I'm going to keep writing and I hope people like what I do. So far, I've been getting requests right and left.
So far, Here's what I've been working on:
Tales from Near and Far (completed three short stories, next, I'm going to work on a Hansel and Gretel type story set in Korea)
Valkyrie Profile: the Winds of Change (Got 16 chapters done. Still need to work on some other characters yet. But no need to worry, chapters are short)
Here is what I've been planning:
Rudra no Hihou: Interrogation (Yep, that's right, another ultra-violent guro (blood and gore) fanfic. This time, the victim is male (Surlent). I'm just trying to prove that I'm not sexist. I put guys in tough lethal situations as well as the gals.)
When other ideas spring to mind, I'll let you all know. |
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| The Flammers STRIKE BACK! |
[Aug. 12th, 2006|10:50 pm] |
Wow, no end with those flammers.
Here's one from x_x:
"Wow, you have some really shitty artwork. South Park has better drawing than you canever make. Why do you make your girls look so fat? They need to be put on Jenny Craig or something. Sheesh!"
Here's my reply:
Okay, so you don't like my artwork? So what, many others do and that's all what matters to me. Besides, I'd rather draw a girl somewhat chunky than draw a bullimic bean pole super model type. Now what's wrong with figures on girls shallow one?
And here's another one from Tifa Lover:
"Man, you are one mean bitch. Why did you kill Tifa in your fanfic? Why not Yuffie, she deserves it more. Why did I read something so digusting and sick to begin with? Why don't you calm down a bit or something."
Here's my reply:
Ummmmm, why did you even bother flamming my fanfic to begin with? Did you throughly read the introduction? Yeah, that's right, TIFA IS A FICTIONAL, PRETEND CHARACTER! It's not illegal to kill fictional characters in stories or artwork. I think you need to be the one taking a break, NOT ME. I'll write whatever the hell I want to write, END OF STORY!
Yep, they indeed strike back. |
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| People I cannot stand |
[Apr. 16th, 2006|09:38 pm] |
Yeah, there are a lot of people I like, but then, there are some people who grate on my nerves. These are the people that grate on my nerves
People I loathe with a passion
Animal Rights Extremists - Okay, so you want to be vegan huh? That's okay by me, it's your personal choice, but DON'T YOU DARE FORCE YOUR BELIEFS ONTO ME! Just because I am against animal cruelty does NOT mean I am going to give up every single animal product on the market. If someone wants to eat meat or drink milk, let them, just don't gross them out over it. Oh, and making your dog or cat go vegan, that's ANIMAL CRUELTY right there. Dogs and cats are suppose to eat meat, deal with it! Yeah, I know cows are sacred in India and I know that some regions in India follow strict vegan rules, but I don't live in India. Like I said, if you are vegan, fine with me, just don't force it upon me.
Modern Day Feminists (Feminazis?) - Ummmmm, wasn't the feminist movement originally about men and women being equal and women doing what makes them happy, as long as thye don't hurt anyone? Now it's about how "Men Suck" and "All men are evil and deserved to be castrated" crap. They get so uptight about the media (eg. Musicians, Movies, Video Games, etc.) "degrading" women, yet if there were any of those things that degraded men and belittled men, it's all of the sudden strikes a blow for women's rights. Yeah, I know there are some bad men out there, but guess what? There are also bad women out there too. But if I say that, I'll be labeled a "misogynist". No wonder the suicide rate amongst males is on the rise.
Oh, and there take on erotica not involving the man or how lesbians should think, my god that is insane. To them, lesbians are good if they get rid of those "sexist male thoughts". I have a lot of lesbian friends and believe me, they don't sit on the couch eating bonbons and crying over stupid chick flicks. And so what if women are into erotica and being sex symbols? They are not hurting anyone, so why attack them? Man, something must have gone up the man hater's rear and died.
Personality-free Sponges - I'm talking about the "yes sir, okay sir!" type people who don't even bother to have thoughts of their own. What ever happened to they saying "If you have no will of your own, then what's the point of living?" Sure, there are rules to follow in society, but not even trying to be yourself bothers me. I bet you are that way because your "friends" like you to be someone else. But believe me, if your "friends" start dissing you and chewing you out for being yourself are not real friends to begin with. Think about it won't you? Thank you.
Pretenders - By pretenders, I mean white people who try to be black or asian or straight people pretending to be gay. I maybe into Japanese and Korean culture, but I am proud of the fact that I am of European descent (German, Norwegian and Italian to be exact) and I am just as respectful towards my own race just as I am any other race. Why can't pretenders except what they are instead of annoying people like they do.
Emo-kids - Argh, boy do these people get on my very last nerves. Does hating everything make you feel better? I've dealt with these type of people in High School and I am totally sick of them. I'm sick of it to the point where I do not care what happens to them. I know that sounds kind of cruel, but if you been around them for four years of your life, you'll be getting angry thoughts when dealing with the emo-kids.
People who blame everything bad on TV and video games - It's not the TV or game companies fault that some kids are messed up. They either have horrible parents or untreated mental problems. Yeah, like TV and video games will make kids rapists, killers or prostitutes. Two letters: BS! No, I don't think TV, computers or video games should be babysitters for kids, but blaming your children's problems on video games and TV is just plain cowardly and irresponsible. If you care about your children so much, why don't you watch TV or play video games with them. Or even better yet, let them go OUTSIDE and play with them outside. They'll love you for it.
Religious Fanatics - Oh man, where do I start? First off, I believe in the polytheistic beliefs and you know what, I AM PROUD OF IT! However, you don't see me letting my belief system run my life nor am I going out on a limb for forcefully convert people either. Oh, and DON'T YOU DARE say that "people who sin and are not perfect go to hell". Guess what? We are ALL sinners and we ALL have flaws, so that means everyone is going to hell if there is one.
What I also don't like is people who let religion run their lives. If the Bible or Koran said that you should go jump off a bridge, would you do it? I know I wouldn't, but I know of some people who will. And besides, I think god (or deities in general) have better things to do in the world than watch people take showers or take a dump on the toilet. If you believe that your god is everywhere and that he/she watches you do everything, wouldn't that make you feel a bit uncomfortable?
Voyeurs/Peeping Toms - Grrrrrrr, these people, I swear, they have NO LIVES what so ever. Out of the times I've been peeped on, I made those voyeurs black and blue all over and gave them a nosebleed. How would they like it if they had someone there all the time watching them do private things? Seriously, these people are in desperate need of a legal hobby.
Obsessed Fanboys/Fangirls - They really drive me nuts. They chew you out for hating stuff that's popular. Just because many other people may like that certain show/movie/video game, does NOT mean I have to like it. For example, I hate "Spongebob Squarepants" and I get hate mail over a freakin' cartoon. I also get hate mail over liking video games not many people have heard of. Personally, I don't care whether that show/movie/video game is popular or not, as long as you like it, that's all what matters. I swear, these people need to unwind themselves.
That's all I can think of. And believe me, you do not want to run into thses type of people. I've dealt with them all before and it's no fun. |
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| BOYCOTT Humane Society of the United States!!! |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|06:04 pm] |
I've read this off of an anti-Animal Rights website and lord, I did not know Humane Society of the United States (HSUS) was that terrible. I really got mad reading this. How can animal rights groups do this? First, it's Peta euthanizing adoptable animals and not even trying to find homes for them, now it's the HSUS neglecting the animals they were to care for during Hurricane Katrina. It just makes me SICK!
Dog lovers might want to brace themselves as it is not a very nice story.
I was a volunteer rescuer, at the Hattiesburg, Mississippi Katrina rescue
> site, between 9/13/05 and 9/17/05. I was accompanied by a veterinarian.
>
> This rescue site was run by HSUS. There was an HSUS banner hanging across
> the main barn, where all the supplies were kept. HSUS crew wore blue shirts,
> labeled HSUS. Volunteers wore yellow shirts. I state this to clarify which
> organization's workers made the decisions that I believe caused suffering
> and death to the animals at the site. Whether the decisions were made by
> individual workers at this site, or were policies set at the national level,
> I do not know, but the national office of HSUS must address these matters
> immediately.
>
> I returned home, in tears, not just because of the suffering and death
> caused to the animals by the hurricane and by the people who abandoned them,
> but also because of the policies of HSUS, which ran the rescue site at which
> I volunteered.
>
> There were dozens of wonderful and caring folks, who had traveled from all
> over the country, ready and willing to work hard and cry hard. More
> importantly, they came with the ability to take animals back home with them,
> having previously arranged for these dogs and cats to go directly into
> either foster homes, permanent homes, or to veterinarians' offices for
> treatment.
>
> Arriving after 17 hours of travel (from Virginia), one of the first things I
> was told was that there had been vets, techs, and rescuers there,
> previously, who had "walked" off with dogs and cats when they were scheduled
> to leave. I soon found out why.
>
> I was assigned to work in one of the rows, in one of the barns, in which
> some of the dogs were being housed. I was assigned to care for 100 dogs
> with one other volunteer, Terry. One of us walked the dogs, while the other
> cleaned the cages and put fresh food and water in the cages.
>
> I thought this system was simple, made sense, and we were anxious to begin.
> We were, however, required to attend a 1 1/2 hour meeting, in the morning,
> to discuss such questions (depending on who the barn manager for the day
> was) as whether to walk or feed the dogs first.
>
> Terry and I left the meeting and started taking care of the dogs assigned to
> us. Many of the dogs were laying in their feces and urine.
>
> As Terry has problems walking, we decided that she would clean the cages and
> I would walk the dogs.
>
> When I came back from the walks, we used a hose to try to clean and cool off
> the dogs. Unfortunately, we had to return them to their cages. We were a
> good team and worked efficiently until we got chastised by HSUS staff for
> walking the dogs in the morning. HSUS insisted that the dogs be fed first,
> even if they were standing in urine that was burning their open sores.
>
> I was also told by HSUS that they did not care if the dogs were walked only
> once per day. Most of these dogs were large dogs, confined in very small
> crates. With only one walk per day, the dogs were forced to lay in urine
> and feces for up to 24 hours. The cages were too small to permit them to
> move away from their waste. One skinny dog had urine burns on his legs.
>
> Most of the dogs ate very little, due to the extreme heat. The HSUS feeding
> policy, therefore, did not maximize eating and weight gain for these
> emaciated animals.
>
> When I inquired why HSUS wanted the feeding done this way, I found out it
> was nothing more then "an old shelter trick" that makes it easier to keep
> the cages cleaner, but makes it more uncomfortable for the animals.
>
> I refused to do this and kept doing things as I had been. I was yelled at
> and yelled at, but I just ignored them. Other volunteers from other barns
> left to go home because of the additional stress of being yelled at.
>
> Everyday I saw more and more people crying, both from great sadness for
> these babies, but also greatly due to the fact that HSUS was preventing
> groups from removing animals.
>
> One woman whom I met, came with a group from Orlando Florida, with 4 large
> horse trailers and the ability to take 100 animals with them. They filled
> out all the required paperwork, as many, many groups did.
>
> The person who was supposed to be processing this paperwork was never
> around. We were told that HSUS was going through these applications between
> 12am and 4am, but I saw no applications getting approved.
>
> Each day the pile of applications was larger. No one received approval to
> take animals, so rescuers went home without the animals whose lives they had
> committed to saving.
>
> Just the small group of folks I had met had the ability to remove 250 dogs
> and cats.
>
> People were literally on their hands and knees begging HSUS to PLEASE,
> PLEASE let them remove some of the animals, especially the ones who were
> old, weak, and sick. Rescuers were crying, crying, crying, while hugging
> and kissing these precious babies.
>
> A Saint Bernard mix was labeled "VICIOUS, WILL BITE," though he never
> seemed to move much or come out of the cage. My rescue partner, Terry,
> opened his cage and we both sat down with him. He seemed very confused, at
> which point, we realized that he was BLIND and could not walk well. He was
> not vicious and not a biter - he was
> extremely frightened.
>
> Terry and I worked on gaining his trust and he came out of his cage. He
> could not walk well, and neither could Terry; they were a match made in
> heaven. This handsome boy was the only dog Terry could walk and they looked
> like they had been together, forever. He was her dog and she wanted to take
> him home.
>
> The vet with whom I had traveled from home deemed his paperwork a medical
> priority, due to his age, blindness, and lameness and she said that he must
> be released to a home. Terry was so excited to take her new boy home.
>
> * HSUS denied Terry's adoption application.
>
> I found Terry collapsed on the ground, holding onto this dog. Her arms were
> around him and he was wet from her tears. I dropped on the ground with her
> and we cried together, holding this precious boy. Terry had to leave the
> next morning without him.
>
> A rescuer in his mid-twenties, Brandon, was working in the same barn (but
> one row over) as I was. He showed me a cage holding 2 little girl beagle
> babies who came in together. The little girls were sleeping with their
> legs all entwined; it was adorable. Brandon said that he was going to
> request these little girls and he thought his chances were good. His father
> was a veterinarian and they lived on 12 acres.
>
> * HSUS denied Brandon's adoption application.
>
> I next saw him with the 2 little angels in his lap and he was crying. I sat
> with him and we cried together.
>
> I met a group of volunteers from Richmond VA. One of the group, Randy, had
> been given $25,000 to donate to HSUS, by an elderly neighbor who had
> recently lost his little Bichon. The elderly man had only asked Randy that
> if there was a small white dog available, that he bring this dog home to
> him.
>
> I told Randy that there was a little white dog in stall #1 - possibly a
> Maltese. The little dog was happy and had a great disposition She needed
> only a good bath and grooming (and, of course, a home). She seemed perfect.
> The little dog had hope in her eyes and wanted to go home with Randy.
>
> * HSUS kept the money and the dog.
>
> HSUS insisted that the dogs be reunited with their owners, rather then going
> to safe and loving homes. All of the dogs were micro-chipped as they came
> in, and there were representatives from Petfinder present, taking photos of
> these micro chipped dogs to put on their site. Everyone wanting to
> adopt/foster an animal was willing to sign a form, agreeing to foster and
> hold all dogs 30 days from the day they left, and should the owner come
> forward, relinquish the dogs. The dogs were easily traceable through their
> microchips, but HSUS would not let volunteers or rescue groups leave with
> dogs.
>
> During this time, and at this rescue site, HSUS was making a movie about
> reuniting owners with their dogs - one or two reuniting incidents had
> occurred. A misting tent had been set up to provide a cool, comfortable
> environment for HSUS staff involved in making this movie.
>
> The only ones using the tent were HSUS staff (who were not doing the
> hands-on grunt work the volunteers were doing). This tent was not for the
> volunteers, many of whom were passing out from the heat, nor was it for the
> dogs, who were dying from the heat. One dog's temperature soared to 107.
> The tent was to keep the HSUS folks cool and clean.
>
> I (smelly and sweaty) took one of the overheated, stitched up, intact, male
> pit bulls, Scarface, into the mist tent, to demonstrate "the real part" of
> what was going on down there. HSUS staff looked like they would faint at the
> site of me. I gave them a puzzled look and asked, "Isn't this really what
> you should be filming?"
>
> Scarface and I were asked to leave - but not before Scarface lifted his leg
> and urinated all over one of the tent's nice chairs - chairs off-limits to
> the volunteers, who might have gotten them dirty. There was no place for
> the volunteers to sit, should we have 5 minutes
> to do so. There was a cube of hay, approximately 2' x 4' foot in size, on
> which we all alternated sitting.
>
> Anyone coming to this site to claim their animals needed to be able to
> thoroughly describe them - some mark or a word or anything that only they
> would know. HSUS let a group of people in that did not even know the dogs'
> NAMES. These folks came down my lane and pointed to male and female
> Chihuahuas and said, "Oh there they are!" The dogs did not even react to
> these people; the dogs reacted more positively to the volunteers (who saw
> these people lurking around the dogs, a lot).
>
> The women said the female Chihuaha's name was "Sassy ...no maybe Mandy." I
> told her (to be frank, I told her rudely) to leave. I reported them to the
> staff, but they had taken pictures. I believe that they gave the photos to
> another person who later came back to claim the dogs. Fortunately, the dogs
> were not given to this person.
>
> Almost none of the dogs were spayed or neutered. These 2 dogs looked like
> breeding machines.
>
> All of the male pit bulls were intact and many were covered in scars; some
> had wounds that had been stitched or stapled together.
>
> We were told BY HSUS that they were not accepting any more donations of cat
> or dog food, as they had too much. I noticed that a lot of the food was
> prescription food from veterinarian's offices, such as I/D, A/D, etc. HSUS,
> however, fed the dogs (almost all of whom had either vomiting and/or
> diarrhea) the cheapest food available.
>
> I spoke to my vet friend and she said to give all the dogs the I/D, as they
> needed high quality food. I again got into trouble with HSUS. I was told
> that that this was special diet food. I told them that that was why I was
> using it on these dogs, suffering from diarrhea and vomiting. I told them
> that the veterinarian with me had recommended this. The HSUS representative
> said that since the vet was not an HSUS vet, her (the vet's) recommendations
> did not matter. I asked why, since they had so much extra food, they were
> not feeding the dogs the good food? Her response was a sneer. I continued
> to feed the dogs the better food.
>
> I also noticed that in the supply barn there were thousands of new pet beds,
> blankets, and rope chews, however no dogs had a bed, a blanket, a towel, a
> toy or chewie in their cages. Once again, I inquired.
>
> I was told that the dogs pee on the beds and blankets and the dogs chew up
> the toys, and that there is no place to wash the bedding. I replied that the
> dirty bedding could be discarded, as there was such a large supply on hand.
> Wouldn't it be nice to at least give them a night or two of comfort? I
> received another sneer. I took some of the beds and gave them to the dogs in
> my area. If nothing else, one night of sleeping in comfort might have helped
> them feel better.
>
> I still have no idea what HSUS planned to do with this stuff if they did not
> intend for it to go to the animals.
>
> I also took rope toys and gave them to all of the pit bulls and the baby
> German Shepard brothers who needed to chew - something small to help with
> the solitude.
>
> The site that this area was in was also home to the refugees. It is an
> unsecured area
> and we had to be guarded by the National Guard. We were surrounded by gangs
> of men who were constantly trying to get a look at the pitbulls.
>
> There were gangs of men wandering around, looking at these specific dogs.
> Most of the pit bulls had had their ears cut, a sure sign that they are used
> in fighting. Pit bulls were stolen the night before our arrival.
>
> My assigned area had approximately 25 pitbulls.
>
> HSUS told me that if I saw anyone who did not belong there to escort them
> out. I caught 3 men using their cell phones to transmit pictures of some of
> the pitbulls. I could not get them to leave.
>
> I found a National Guardsman and he got them out. Due to the danger these
> men posed to the dogs, the pitbulls needed to be kept in the barn, with the
> stalls chained shut, preventing air circulation for the dogs. The dogs did
> not even have a fan.
>
> These dogs were dangerously overheated.
>
> The refugees stole bedding, and anything that was not tied down, from the
> volunteers. HSUS was already giving the refugees toilet paper, paper towels,
> cleaning supplies, etc., which has been donated/purchased for the animals.
>
> Due to the presence of the refugees, the women rescuers were told to never
> go to the bathroom, or anywhere else, alone. Someone was assaulted the night
> before we arrived. There were armed National Guards stationed both outside
> the port-o-potties and the showers. I needed an escort, at night, to use
> the toilet. When some of the volunteers passed out from the heat, and were
> taken to the tents to lay down a bit, they had guards stationed near by.
>
> Every morning between 4am and 4:30am, a group of HSUS workers got up and
> left
> the tent. Although, I did not witness and cannot verify this, I was told
> that they got up to remove any dead dogs and cats who had died during the
> night. I CAN verify that, indeed, when we started out for the day, there
> were empty cages. When I inquired about the empty cages, I was told that
> they probably moved some of the dogs here or there.
> I walked around, but never again saw any of the dogs missing from my area.
>
> The only good thing was that since I was with a vet, we were able to take 2
> small dogs, who were in urgent need of medical care, out of there. The vet
> had labeled 4 dogs in need of urgent care, but when HSUS looked at the 4,
> they said no to 2 of them.
>
> We were able to leave with an 18 year old Yorkie who had no teeth, was not
> neutered, had a hernia, mange, and fleas - but was so sweet. The other
> little baby was depressed and not eating. HSUS dismissed our concerns about
> this latter dog, by saying that all of the dogs were depressed and not
> eating.
>
> This little baby NEVER ate or drank, threw up constantly, and had bloody
> diarrhea. On the trip home, she sat in my lap, received lots of kisses and
> hugs, and I sang songs to her. We needed to stop many times, as her
> vomiting and diarrhea became more severe in the car. We gave her fluids,
> and other meds, trying desperately to keep her alive until we could get her
> back to the veterinary hospital in Virginia.
>
> She made it through Sunday and Monday, at the veterinary hospital. My sweet
> little angel baby, whom I named Katie, and planned to adopt, died on
> Tuesday. She could not fight the Parvo raging in her due to so much prior
> stress. Her little body could not fight it. I sat with this precious baby
> and looked into her soulful brown eyes - her light had gone out. I will
> never forget her, ever, and have yet to stop crying. Had she been left
> there, her death would have been agony.
>
> I think that what I will remember the most, and what will always remain
> imprinted in my mind, is the sparkle in the dogs' eyes that, as each day
> came and went, died out a little more each day.
> |
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| BOYCOTT GAMEFAQS |
[Feb. 14th, 2006|05:19 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Alice Cooper - Poison | ] |
Me and my friends got banned from GameFAQs for something we did not even do. I am SICK and TIRED of being blamed for everything on there.
Seems like you can't even be yourself on that site without beiing modded. I mean, I got a message deleted, just because I hated FF6. That is a stupid reason to be modded, just because you hate a game everyone seems to like. Plus I'm tired of being ridiculed for liking games everyone seems to hate. I'm sorry if I feel that way, I should be a fucking sponge that agrees with everyone. That's not me. And I swear, the censors on there are going too far.
Plus, there seems to be a lot of homophobic atitudes on that site. Sure, you're not allowed to use slangs or bad words, but when some people on that found out that I was a girl who happens to be attracted to other girls, they stopped talking to me and started saying such foul things about me and my girlfriend. Tolerance for everyone my ass.
Anyways, screw them. I'm looking for other FAQ and message board sources.
Wow, that's theraputic. |
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| Masamuna, you crack me up |
[Feb. 11th, 2006|10:55 pm] |
Oh boy, here is Masamuna's post on the SCIII board on my artwork:
"Yuck, your artwork is downright HIDEOUS and UGLY. What is up with the inflation fetish? That is the most retarded fetish I have ever seen. Your pics look too blurry and LSD ridden, plus, you made my favorite VG girls ugly. Since when did the girls in Soul Calibur or FF7 look so chunky and fat like how you portray them? I mean the video game girls you draw need to go to Jenny Craig and lose some weight. I think you need a job. There's a Kentucky Fried Chicken down the road that is looking for employees. Now be careful and don't spit in the chicken."
Here is my response:
Do you draw anything? I'd like to see you draw something dumbass.
Since when do my girls look fat? They look normal weight to me. Sorry if I cannot draw anorexic beanpole women that you think are so hot.
And if you don't like inflation art, then WHY DO YOU LOOK AT IT?
Man, all you can think about is yourself and that sickens me. I bet you cannot draw yourself.
Keep em Comming asswipes. I'll wipe my floor with your ass.
Oh, and I'm putting your email up on here as well.
shoryugodfist@yahoo.com
Come on, let's see what you got! |
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| Some random **** |
[Feb. 9th, 2006|10:42 pm] |
*** 7 Things that scare you...
1. Darkness
2. Poop/Feces
3. Driving
4. Dying a slow painful death
5. Stalkers
6. Mean people
7. Wild animals
*** 7 Things you like the most...
1. My family
2. My friends (all of them)
3. Drawing
4. Video Games
5. Dogs
6. Cats
7. Asian cinema
*** 7 Things you don't like...
1. Liars... I hate them...
2. Treacly saccariny sappy crap
3. Poop/Feces
4. Getting sick
5. Stupid people
6. People who pretend to be friends, but aren't
7. Rude people
*** 7 Important things in your room...
1. bed
2. Playstation 2
3. Playstation
4. Gamecube
5. Super NES
6. Regular NES
7. TV
*** 7 Random facts about you...
1. I have brown hair
2. I am right handed
3. I know a lot of Japanese and Korean
4. I like small dogs
5. My favorite colours are blue and green
6. I am allergic to pork and a majority of vegetarian products (lucky I'm not vegetarian or vegan)
7. I have grey eyes
*** 7 Things you plan to do before you die...
1. Learn as many languages as I can
2. Travel to Japan
3. Travel to Canada
4. Learn all about my many past lives
5. Search for the unexplained
6. Meet my friends overseas
7. Sculpt as much stuff as I can
*** 7 Things that attract you to the opposite sex...
1. Sorry, I cannot really think of anything.....
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
*** 7 Things you say the most...
1. *sigh*
2. Interesting
3. Okay
4 Cool
5. Yeah sure
6. Damn
7. Alright
*** 7 Celeb or NOT-REAL crushes...
1. Jenova - FFVII- Yeah, I'm f***ed up, get over it!
2. Riza - Rudra no Hihou - I like her, too bad I am one of the few who like her
3. Foxy - Rudra no Hihou
4. Shiho - Valkyrie Profile
5. Xianghua - Soul Calibur series - gotta love the "guei"
6. Fray - Valkyrie Profile
7. Mayura and Saras - Rudra no Hihou
*** 7 Favorite drinks...
1. Dr Pepper
2. Soy milk
3. clean cold water
4. Oolong tea
5. Green tea
6. Vanilla coke
7. Milkshakes
*** Tag 7 people
Okay.....let me see.....
I hope I can get my friends hooked to this. |
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| Wow, yet ANOTHER flammer! |
[Feb. 7th, 2006|12:17 am] |
Here's a message from Meisaroku "commenting" on my art at fanart central:
"Your inflation and berrygirl fetish is really retarded. What is so 'sexy' about a woman's stomach and breasts being filled with air or liquid? That just looks gross and stupid."
Here is my reply:
Why the hell do you even look at inflation/berrgirl art when you don't even like it? What's the point?
Besides, I;m not the only one who likes those sort of things.
Tsk Tsk Tsk. |
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| My future........... |
[Jan. 25th, 2006|04:16 pm] |
I know it does not have to get done right away, but some point in life, I have to move and be independant.
But there are problems with that.
I want to live in British Columbia Canada (met a couple nice ladies there who love my artwork and stories), but there are some problems with that.
Since I don't live in BC Canada, I wonder what you have to go through for being a (dual) citizen and/or a Visa. And a place to live, I'd probably
live in a group home/Co-operative Housing type setting, since I am mentally disabled and can't live alone (plus, living there is not so expensive). I also wonder about colleges there, social security pensions, health insurance and what banks to go to. I also need to learn bus schedules as well (unless I make friends who can drive).
I know it may seem hard, but I'll try to talk to people about it and see who or what I can research and support.
No, I don't want to leave my family right away. In fact, I love my family more than anyone. But this is something I must do in the future. If I could move my whole family down there, I would, but I don't know how much we'll leave behind here. So this was just something I was thinking about for years to come. |
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| Oh no, it's ATTACK OF THE STUPID PEOPLE!!! |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|08:07 pm] |
Wow, you flamers are getting dumber and dumber to the point that I feel my IQ going numb.
Here's a flame from Buffy-and-Angel-forever regarding my Britney Spears parodies:
"Fuck you slut. Why do you pick on a talented, beautiful, kind and loving singer?
I bet you are one of those redneck ladies that hates everything beautiful and
shoots at anything in sight. Britney Spears did more good for this world than
you think, you gun wielding crazy bitch."
Here is my reply:
Ummmm, okay, where is there proof of all this. From what I heard, cussing out
your child fans in Mexico and telling everyone at a Mexican concert to beat it
is not kind at all. In fact, I think what Britney did in Mexico was very
UNKIND. As for talent, if she's so "talented", then why does she lip sync
a lot? Or why doesn't she write her own stuff. At least Christina Aguilera
writes and does her own stuff without help from mommy or
whoever they look up to. And believe it or not, Aguilera is less selfish
(she game 17.000 and 15,000 for supports groups dealing with rape victims and
Planned Parenthood). Now tell me what Britney did for the world, okay?
Here was my reply from him:
"I'm not giving you any proof. Let's just say she did more than you could ever do."
Wow, a flammer who thinks he knows-it-all, but doesn't. Man, those are my favorites.
Here is a flame from Anonymous regarding my Adult Fanfics:
"Man, you write some sick shit. And you write about characters you don't even like?
What a waste of time and a loss of apetite reading your smut. I threw up all over
my keyboard reading your violent fics. Why don't you write a fic about your favorite
characters or actual EROTIC fics without gore?"
Here is my reply:
I'm sorry, but I'll write whatever the hell I want to write. You can't stop me.
If I'm in an angry mood and feel like writting something violent, I shall do that
because it helps vent out my anger. If I keep my anger bottled up, lord knows that would
happen. Sorry if I can't be happy go lucky all the time. Just that I am in a mood to
write or draw different things, and if you can't appreciate that, then GET A LIFE.
OPEN YOUR EYES AND VIEW THE WORLD. Not everything is going to be happy all the time.
That's life, deal with it.
Man, this is like shooting fish in a barrel. |
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| Wow, the intelligence of fanboys amazes me (hint the sarcasm) |
[Jan. 6th, 2006|03:12 pm] |
Wow, is it me, or are RPG fanboys getting dumber and dumber.
Here is what some one (FF6fan) wrote on GameFAQS:
"Dude, Final Fantasy VI is GOD. God made that game on the many days he created our planet.
The characters are not cliches, they are total human beings with likeable personalities. They are like friends of mine."
"Kefka is the man. Insane clown villians rule. And he's not one dimentional like you say he is. At least clown villains are
better than silver haired pretty boys or cankerous old coots who isolate themselves from everybody and think they are better than everyone else."
"I bet your one of those Final Fantasy VII fanboys that are so obsessed with FF7, that you hate FF6 so much?"
"Four words: Final Fantasy VII Sucks!"
Here's my reply:
Oh my god, you really need to go outside and cool off a bit. Okay, I love the Soul Calibur series and two out of many of my favorite characters are Xianghua and Talim, but do you see me saying that they are "god's gift" to video game characters? Hell, I've seen some anti-Xianghua and anti-Talim sites on the internet, and do I flame them? NO, I don't because that's being immature. I tell them even though I disagree, I still think they do an excellent job on their website and move on with life.
Saying that your god made FF6 is just........sad. FF6 was made by HUMAN BEINGS in Japan. Your god never makes video games, only humans can do that.
That's the truth too. Sorry if the truth hurts you.
Man, some fanboys are soooooo sad. |
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| My favorite games and what I think of them (thanks JWDarklegion for the thoughts) |
[Jan. 2nd, 2006|07:45 pm] |
Rudra no Hihou
1. The first character I first fell in love with - Riza
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now - Surlent
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't - Sork and wussy Garlyle
4. The character I love that everyone else hates - Riza
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer - I don't recall any
6. The character I would shag anytime - Mayura, Salas, Riza, Foxy, Meifa
7. The character I'd want to be like - Mitora (now she kicks ass)
8. The character I'd slap - Sork for being a jerk
9. A pairing that I love - Scion x Foxy, Surlent x Legin
10. A pairing that I despise - Surlent x Sork (I could see some domestic violence lawsuits from a mile away)
Soul Calibur series
1. The first character I first fell in love with - Talim
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now - Talim, Xianghua, Cassandra, Tira
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't - Ivy, Setsuka, Voldo, Sophitia, Rock
4. The character I love that everyone else hates - Xianghua, Yoshimitsu
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer - Taki (she's too hard to control)
6. The character I would shag anytime - XIANGHUA ALL THE WAY!
7. The character I'd want to be like - Kilik (I wanna be in his spot with Xianghua by my side)
8. The character I'd slap - Setsuka (for being a boring ass character)
9. A pairing that I love - Kilik x Xianghua, Yunseong x Talim
10. A pairing that I despise - Taki x Mitsurugi (come on, they are from RIVAL clans and constantly fight over the Soul Edge, so romantic sutff would be unlikely)
Final Fantasy VII
1. The first character I first fell in love with - Vincent
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now- Hojo and Jenova
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't - TIFA LOCKHART
4. The character I love that everyone else hates - Jenova
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer - Sephiroth
6. The character I would shag anytime - Jenova, Scarlett, Elena
7. The character I'd want to be like - Jenova (keep regenerating EVERYTHING, plus transform into a giant monster. YEAH!)
8. The character I'd slap - Tifa
9. A pairing that I love - Hojo x Jenova
10. A pairing that I despise - Tifa with anyone (oh, can you tell I HATE TIFA)
Valkyrie Profile
1. The first character I first fell in love with - Fray
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now - Shiho, Suou and Lezard Valeth
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't - Aluzi (he's soooo slow at responding)
4. The character I love that everyone else hates - Nanami and Yumeru (they are so cute)
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer - Jun
6. The character I would shag anytime - Fray, Shiho, Meltina, Aimee
7. The character I'd want to be like - Lezard Valeth!!!
8. The character I'd slap - Lucio, for being such a damn crybaby
9. A pairing that I love - Suo x Shiho
10. A pairing that I despise - Lenneth x Lucio (come on, Lenneth deserves better)
Seiken Densetsu 3
1. The first character I first fell in love with - Angela
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now - Angela, Hawkeye, Charlotte
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't - Riesz (she's soooooo overrated)
4. The character I love that everyone else hates - Charlotte
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer - Duran
6. The character I would shag anytime - Angela, Bigieu/Isabella
7. The character I'd want to be like - Charlotte
8. The character I'd slap - Koren
9. A pairing that I love - Duran x Angela
10. A pairing that I despise - Man, that's a tough one.......
Final Fantasy IV
1. The first character I first fell in love with - Rydia
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now - Palom and Porom
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't - Edge (he seems very obnoxious to me)
4. The character I love that everyone else hates - Palom and Porom
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer - Cid
6. The character I would shag anytime - Rydia, Barbariccia
7. The character I'd want to be like - Rydia, Palom
8. The character I'd slap - Edge
9. A pairing that I love - Rosa x Cecil
10. A pairing that I despise - Rydia x Edge
Final Fantasy V
1. The first character I first fell in love with - Faris
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now - Kururu
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't - I don't really hate anyone in that game
4. The character I love that everyone else hates - Kururu
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer - Don't know
6. The character I would shag anytime - Lenna, Faris
7. The character I'd want to be like - Butz (he gets them alright ^_^)
8. The character I'd slap - No one really
9. A pairing that I love - Butz x Lenna
10. A pairing that I despise - Can't think of any
Bahamut Lagoon
1. The first character I first fell in love with - Nilbo
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now - Nilbo and Joy
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't - Yoyo (god I HATE HER)
4. The character I love that everyone else hates - Sendak
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer - Palpalos (sp?)
6. The character I would shag anytime - Nilbo, Joy, Mist, Anatasia, the list goes on
7. The character I'd want to be like - I dunno yet
8. The character I'd slap - Yoyo
9. A pairing that I love - Byuu x Sendak, Nilbo x Joy
10. A pairing that I despise Byuu x Yoyo, Palpalos x Yoyo
Wow damn, that's a long list of things I desire out of my favorite games. Whew!
If you want to do something like this with your own fandoms, feel free. |
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| I had a WONDERFUL holiday! |
[Dec. 26th, 2005|08:47 pm] |
I got a shit load of awesome gifts for my birthday and christmas (you are probably wondering why a non-christian is celebrating christmas, huh?).
I got a new DVD player, Happy Tree Friends DVD, Japanese wall plaques, Indonesian masks, Genji:Dawn of the Samurai (good game) and a oriental sorrow doll that is 50 years old. But out of all the gifts I liked, the one I am in LOVE with is Soul Calibur III. I am like so addicted to that game. It's very differen from the other SC games. It's less arcade like and has more of an RPG feeling to it. I actually like that change of pace in gaming. But the two things I gripe about is that the challenge is soooooooo uneven. Some battles are super easy while others are beyond impossible. That and I HATE SETSUKA! She's so weak, she sounds like a constipated boy (her English voice is not much better either). Nanaho Katsuragi cannot voice act worth crap. No wonder she in not so many anime shows. Oh, and did I mention that Voldo has more of a personality than Setsuka and ironically, he's blind and mute.
But out of all the new characters that showed up in the game, I love Tira. She's an INTERESTING psycho girl character. Plus, I love her fighting style. |
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